Lulu's blog

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I have had a Migraine all day, varying from medium to absolutely horendous, but in spite of that I'm feeling light-hearted and undaunted. This room smells of toasty caramel, I'm feeling satisfied and just full enough inside and with the glow of achievement adding to my comfort. You might call this a good day.

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I'm writing this a bit earlier than usual because I have a crushing Migraine, in fact it's the one I had yesterday, I'm really tired and I'm dying to curl up in bed. Luckily I have a snack I can take in with me so it's all good. Today has been another crazy busy one, but it's also seen me stay on the tracks and mentally recovering from yesterday's battering, so we can call it encouraging, if not really good.

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I have a crushing Migraine, first in quite some time, so this might be a short one. It's been a completely mad day and very busy, but we're back on track, hurray!

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Yikes what a day! This has been a proper old emotional roller coaster for me, I've been up on the high bit of the see-saw, and all over the in between, right down to the bumpy bottom. Today also saw me falling smack off the wagon for the very first time, but in unusual, and I have to say, extenuating circumstances. So, shall we do this?

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Well, the see-saw didn't quite go down, in fact it's mostly been still up, this has, on the whole, been a very good day, it didn't start giving me the bumps until very late this evening, but then we did have a serious wobble. Oh no, is that silly old bear going to go on about pizza again, I hear you groan? What, at nine in the evening? Well, anything's possible, if unlikely! Now, are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin.

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Well, the see-saw is still in operation, only now I don't mind because I'm on the end that's up in the air! Today has been, contrary to all my expectations, an extremely nice day indeed. Let's have some more of those if possible. I have not been without my slight wobbles and temptations, but it's all good.

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Hey everyone. Well, glad to say I'm doing a lot better than I was this time last night. I don't know that this is going to be a very long one, as today has really been pretty uneventful, but here goes.

Hey. I know people read this, much as it amazes me, so, hope you've had a good day. Today I had my first serious melt down and it made me feel pretty shitty, if you want the truth, not proud of myself at all. No, I haven't given into temptation, but all the same, today was definitely a C minus, could do better.

Have you ever heard the great radio drama serial Earthsearch? There's a bit in that where the two evil computers are brainwashing the four members of the spaceship crew, never mind why for the moment, and they're saying over and over, "You are normal, normal, normal, normal!" That's kind of how today feels. It's stopped being a big new thing now, it has started to become routine, it's started to become normal. That's not to say it's easy.